….I am afraid of my future , I am afraid that I cant fulfill my dreams and I am afraid of not being able to make my ends met, I am afraid of having a dark future, I am a psycho afraid of living .I am somebody left alone in this universe as “Abler Como” puts it. Sometimes I am distressed, a feeling of knowing what to do and what may happens, feeling that if you go deep inside will make you go nuts! I don’t trust the people who live around me don’t mean my own family, I mean my friends ,the people I see in my every day life, I think in this country everybody is trying to cheat on the others , these are my feelings and I know one cant trust his/her feelings all the time. I am in constant stress and distress of being a human being. Don’t you ever pass a judgment about me? You may feel the e same, but not brave enough to confess. Right? My heart is beating fast. Tomorrow I have a class. Mondays are demon days for me for I had a terrible time with my student last year on Mondays.